Why does it so much to go to school at a Christian university?  Why am I going into a field where I am not going to be making big money to pay off my loans easily?  What am I even doing here? 

These are some of the questions that have been going through my mind recently… especiallduring this time of financial crisis!  To put it simply…. I have no money besides the $120 check that I haven’t cashed yet, and some money that is left on a couple of my 6 credit cards… I ave no money.  Am I working you ask?  Well I do have a job but it isn’t very many hours. 

I have registered with the post office to work there but it is going to take a while before I actually get an interview. 

I am not writing this asking for your help but if you feel generous enough please contact me.  No I am just kidding… don’t you just hate those spam emails that are asking you for money… I know I do! 

So that is my story and the questions that I have.  I guess that this is a test of my faith, I know that I am here because God has led me to go to school at APU (www.apu.edu, if you’d like to check it out), and I know that I am going to be in ministry but it just sucks not having any money to do stuff.

I guess it is what it is………